A gloomy teacher
Tuesday, 29 May 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
I didnt know teaching is this hard. Where goes my passion of sharing knowledges and motivational stories? I would like to teach well, but i just cant seem to do so. It's hard. Maybe it's not that bad, maybe im exaggerating things but im feeling really bad inside. But if you were to ask me how bad is it or what made it bad, you would be staring into a blank face cause...there's no specific incidents to describe my feelings. They are squashed together to produce this bad, sad, frustrated, and depressed feeling:/
I would like to apologise to my teachers if i was a bad student in class, if i have done things that upset you, if i have gossiped about you, if i did not appreciate your efforts in inculcating moral values in me. As mentioned by a teacher of mine, teaching seems to be the only job that people around you tend to 'teach' you on how to teach, unlike a lawyer, or a doctor etc. People expect teachers to be at a certain high level, but hey, they are humans too, give them a break. Goshhhh i dont know, if im a parent, i think ill be just like other parents, making sure my children have good teachers etc. Ohhhhhhh k now im not sure which side im on. Depends on the different perspectives of the issue aint it?
So now, im racking my brain to think of solutions to my problems, to make my students look forward to my classes. Ive given this responsibility and there's no way i can run from it. The only solution: Improve myself. Since school ended long time ago, my self-discipline, positive thinking and goal-driven attitudes seem to disappear gradually into thin air. NOOOO, i need to stop this!
Some random photos hahah just feel like posting them.
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Irah, mak and me. Ifah was studying for her mid-year so she couldnt join us, sadly. I'm so OVER that period muahahaha |
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CUTE BABY HAZIQ!! he's such a sweetie |
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Cik Mat and Haziq! haha like father like son |
Alhamdulillah VJC managed to advance into the quarter finals of Bahas 4PM 2012! Im sooooo happy, i hope they can break the record and advance into the semi;) The competition this year is really really tough. All the best to all debators!
Assalamualaikum.
Saranghaeyo Omma. Uhibbuki.
new past