I used to read the thick Malay novels when i was in secondary school, and i wasnt a loyal reader of that genre. I found it amusing and irritating about the storylines, like, the boyfriend/husband saw his girlfriend/wife at a restaurant with another guy then the boyfriend/husband started assuming and accusing the girl of betrayal etc. I esp hate the part when the boyfriend/husband resorted to leave without saying a word and the girlfriend/wife was left open mouthed. I found myself complaining why the heck cant they meet straight away and talk their hearts out and be back together once they know that they love each other. Now... I realise that life is not thaaaat easy. Life is complicated. Plus the difficulties as a result of having high ego, of being too sensitive etc. I realised i was being way toooo naive about things. Thanks to Allah, my experiences during the past few months have taught me to perk up my senses more, be more observant and to talk only when appropriate (smile when not haha).

I had fun during th 3 day stay at my grandaunt's house at Johor. The house is soooooo nice! And my second cousins are all so cute, loving and sweet:) i kind of figure out what kind of house i want now hhaaha but of course that will resort to changes as time goes by, just like my ambition. First a teacher, then a policewoman, then a doctor and now... blank. Hahha k back to the houses. I think i like small houses, where people can be seen from every space of the house. Big houses are fun only when there a lot of people, love it:) and i got to EAT MY BELOVED SUSHIS. Have been craving for it for dont-know-how-many-months and at last i got to eat them, alhamdulillah:) more updates and pictures in the next post, promise! Time to go to sleep!

Assalamualikum.

Be honest, and you wont feel trapped
new past